"it all started when i entered high school. well at least thats when it started to get worse. i began to think differently of everything and everything began to think differently of me. i noticed an increase of anxiety and it kept getting worse up until junior year where i became textbook awkward or antisocial. the counselors and social workers wouldnt leave me alone when i told them i wanted to drop out. my parents were pretty upset as well. i mean, im just this outcast with nothing to live for. quite frankly, i dont like it"
all i want in life is to matter
i want to mean something to someone, anyone
im losing my sense of reality and overall sanity
its all in your head, thats what they say